I am excited about this new website; this first journal entry and to finally share a portfolio of beautiful people, designs, details, and emotions!
This journal may not only by my portfolio of photos, but may also become a set of entries of thoughts I come to understand and learn overtime that I want to share with you.
My life has changed so much in the past 18 months; completely flipped upside down from what I considered and accepted was to be my "normal life". Some of it is for the better, and some of it should just be filed away as memories. Where I now begin the next chapter...for me, I guess I would say is an entire new book!
This past year I tried to hold on to moments of what took place before and what was taking place presently, focusing on things that were just stressful and not working out. I was hurt, sad, confused and felt like in a room full of people, I was still so alone. I couldn't see where my life was headed! I had trouble looking toward positive insight to help me move forward. Letting go of everything seemed so scary, because of the unknown road that lay ahead of me. Where it is easy to remain content in a comfort zone of resentment, who really wants to live like that, honestly? When it is difficult to see past hard times and sad events, it is surprising to find that inner strength needed to get through it all and move forward. And in everyone's own personal story, I'm sure you can relate in some way. But TIME is what is truly needed. Time is so hard! It feels like it just takes forever—but still it must be endured. Where I still have memories that make some days a little more blue than others, time allowed me to unload all of those thoughts of anger, helped me understand and heal, forgive others, and forgive myself so I can see the greatness in myself that I kept pushing down because I felt like I didn't deserve to be heard and noticed.
It is amazing to actively feel the positive momentum of what life has presented to me to change for the better. In trying to be the best I can be, I love staying healthy and fit; taking on challenging activities and adventures. I am trying to feed my mind of knowledge and positive guidance, where it is helping me reach in to my heart to find the creativity I have longed for. I am so grateful for all those individuals in my life that has helped me find this and continue to be a positive role.
With all that said, I cannot wait to meet and work with all the people I will cross paths with going forward! I am excited about the weddings I have booked this year—and there is still room for more! Thank you for taking the time to read and glance through the new website.